WARNING! This is a whiney, Suzi-is-down blog. Figured I’d give you a heads up!
Well yesterday Spencer and I broke up. I don’t care to go into details, but it wasn’t anything really other than the distance and the fact that he works all the time and I go to school and work as well. Our schedules just conflict and the fact that we live an hour away from each other didn’t help either.
I am just so down. I know we dated less than two months, but he made me happy. I am thankful for my friends and family who have called/texted/listened to my whining.
Work- sucks. School-sucks. Spencer made all those things better and gave me smiles on the worst days. I looked forward to the weekends when I would get to see him. Randomly running into him in town made me smile big. I feel like I’ve been the happiest in a long time over this past month and a half and it’s all been taken away.
I think the worst part of everything and why I feel so down is because it seemed so sudden. I’ve not noticed him acting weird lately or anything and just POOF, all of the sudden it was over.
There’s my whiney blog for the month. I know things will get better but right now I just feel like I have no hope.
I hope we continue to talk, even just as friends with out the pressure of a “relationship” and who knows, it might work out in the future when/if we slow down. Only time will tell….
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